Wow so her birthday was great!  she had lots of her and my friends from school over.  my parents spoiled her as did Hailee and Damien and their parents.  I dont have any pics yet because my parents havent gotten them devloped yet and my digital camera got stolen.  *SIGH*   You should have seen her dig into that cake oh my god! 

so like i was so happy that Taylor won american idol.  i loev that show and Bree even watches it sort of and shakes her butt.  It is hysterical.  Bree is so attached to her stuffed penquin.  I think i have talked about it before but i cant remember.  she calls it pengi.   she carries that thing allllll over the place.  OMG i got her some really cute summer stuff at walmart.  they have such great stuff.  I will be watching this 5 yr old girl a lto this summer to make money and they are cool with me having bree there.  The litle one is names Leigha (like Leah but spelled different).  she is really sweet and hope her parents will have mroe kids but i dont know what they havent. 

well i should go.  TTYL

Alee and Bree

well my baby girl will be 1 yrs old in just 2 days!  she knows how to walk.  she isnt so steady yet but she takes a few steps now on her own.  SHe is saying more words.  My dad is thrilled when she says ahpa.  which i think and he thinks means grandpa. she says momma for me and mima for my mom.  i think she is so smart.  she says bye bye and bebe(for baby.)  here is a new pic of her (yes we turned her seat a round early.  she was sooo mad with it backwards.  we only turned it around a week or so ago.  but man was she happy.  she is wearing Damien's hat :P

Hello again

I know its been a while but i have been trying to consintrate on my daughter and school.  I am tired of beign fake, yes i made a mistake but i learned from it.  anyway bree and i are doing well.  SHE IS STANDING ALONE without anyone holding her up!!  my mom said i walked at just over 11 months and damien walked at 12 months, so i bet she will be walking very soon!   Damien got her this stuffed care bear penquin and she loves that thing she calls it penny  i think she is trying to say penquin.  she has got lots of teeth now.  she is so cute.  i got a couple new pics of her.  she is getting so big.  i cant get over how much she has grown and changed and will be 1 soon.  She has made me grow up (and have some of you).  Damien and I are doing really well.  We dont see each other a lot right now but i am going to prom with him.  I am excited.  well laters all

Alee and Bree

ok so i cant post the pic, it is saying it is eitehr before 1793 or after 9999  weird shit, i will try again laters

bye

Bree is home, she is on a nebulizer like every 4-6 hrs as needed.  she is so tired.  im just gald she is ok, the dr wants her to stay home from dc for a while.  I took the picture off per request.  after all the drama i did look back and i was naive and stupid and think i wrote the sex between damien and me to get more sympathy, i mean i was sheltered and naive but i think deep down i knew what was happening, *SIGH*  i was so immature then, still am, but im learning, thank you all for catchign me and making me face my lies and to be more grown up.  i think it will make me a better mom.  and its all worth it cause of that little girl.  and her daddy is someoen i love and want ot be a good wife for someday.  Bree makes my life worth living and worth giving every day.  you know what she did, the last night in the hospital, i settled her in my arms to nurse (i am mosltly nursing at night only but i have a little more since she was sick) and you know wah she did?  she said mama, and i am pretty sure she meant me, not jsut babbling.  I jsut latched her on and held her close and cried.  Thank you all again

Alee and my little miracle, Bree

ok, i think god is punishimg me for lying, i mean i know you all were right, it was wrong to lie about my daughter's pictuer and i seruiously do apologise, i mean look at her, i should ahve jsut been patient and posted whatever i had when i had it.  Bree is sick, sicker than i have ever seen a baby.  She has RSV.  she cant hardly breathe.  I pra and pray she will be alright, they say seh will be fine, jsut give her a couple days but my poor baby.  and its my fault.  she got this cough and weezy, jsut like a bad cold but then it got worse and worse.  they have her on oxygen and are giving her meds to help her. i Need to get back up there, Damien is on his way and i jsut needed to get on here quick and tell you i was wrong and im sorry.  I probably wont write much, but i will soemtimes, tell you how she is growing and what i am learning.  I need to concentrate on growing up and being a good mom

thanks and god bless you and yours

Alee and Bree